Step One..

What exactly is step one?

What exactly is step one to?

I'm not really sure, but I do know that I have to take a step forward in order to get myself back on my feet. I truly do miss my two dogs more than anything. Texted the ex again and again she said no. I do respect that, but I also get upset because of the time I had them alone I formed a special bond with them. A bond that I know will be inseperable. (Hence the tattoo on my arm of their eyes)

Found out today that work will be super extra slow. Something that I don't know will be good. A lot time means a lot of down time, thinking time. I always find myself looking at my phone as well, an old habit. I miss her. Let's leave it at that.

Tomorrow I'm hoping to keep my search on for another dog. I'm debating on either a lab or a siberian husky. The roommates are down with either and with my spare time, I think it'll be nice to have someone around.

Well, I hope things get better. Have a special appointment tomorrow. Wish me luck. I learned today it's okay to miss and think about someone, it's okay to miss the dogs, but it's not okay to think about them not there in the future. No matter how hard it is.


SONG OF THE DAY: Something Corporate - Konstantine