Step One..

What exactly is step one?

What exactly is step one to?

I'm not really sure, but I do know that I have to take a step forward in order to get myself back on my feet. I truly do miss my two dogs more than anything. Texted the ex again and again she said no. I do respect that, but I also get upset because of the time I had them alone I formed a special bond with them. A bond that I know will be inseperable. (Hence the tattoo on my arm of their eyes)

Found out today that work will be super extra slow. Something that I don't know will be good. A lot time means a lot of down time, thinking time. I always find myself looking at my phone as well, an old habit. I miss her. Let's leave it at that.

Tomorrow I'm hoping to keep my search on for another dog. I'm debating on either a lab or a siberian husky. The roommates are down with either and with my spare time, I think it'll be nice to have someone around.

Well, I hope things get better. Have a special appointment tomorrow. Wish me luck. I learned today it's okay to miss and think about someone, it's okay to miss the dogs, but it's not okay to think about them not there in the future. No matter how hard it is.


SONG OF THE DAY: Something Corporate - Konstantine

Blogging Again

Most people don't blog. Most men don't blog. My mind runs and goes so far out there sometimes that I have no choice but to blog. I have pages and pages of stuff written down in notebooks when I sit and think.

Either it be "song" or "poem" (I'm neither a poet or a singer) I write it down either on my notepad on my phone or if there is a pen and paper around I write it down. So, here it is. My blog, open for the public to see.

I was told by a family friend that my mind is the most interesting thing that no one knows about. That people only see what I want them to see. That when you sit down with me for two hours and ask me about life, that I truly am the most interesting, weird, strange person in the world. I've been told I'm witty but intriguing.

I don't disagree because my mind runs a million miles. And lately, it's been working overtime. With recent activities in my life (which I will dwell about in other posts), I will treat you to a mind of someone who has no idea what is even in his own head.

You'll get more (I was told that work will be slow for 60 days) posts than ever. And hopefully I can help you in your everyday life or situation with the words that I say.

SONG OF THE DAY - James Blunt - You're Beautiful

Stuck In The Moment..

Today was a little longer than yesterday.
Thoughts of you were never wasted away.
Memories of smiles that will last a lifetime.
When I was yours and you were mine.
Cloudy days will cover up tears and pain.
But all the memories will keep me sane.
Your happiness is the key to tomorrow.
For tomorrow, is where I'll go.
For what happens tomorrow, no one knows.
Today was a little longer than yesterday.
But at least today is over, and so is yesterday.

"To get to Heaven, you have to go through Hell"

Take a moment in your life to watch this video.

It truly is an amazing story.

My Return To The Blog World

My return to the blog world...

Coming.. Soon...